Boy...friend?

SO,
i'm the kind of girl that doesn't stand for fake, flimsy, or failing frienships,
and i know it sounds harsh, but i like to cut my losses as soon as possible and move on
life is much to hard without people dragging you down, as bad friends tend to do.
But the friendship that i just recently had to cut out of my life, nearly broke me
He's a sweet great guy, i've searched my whole life for a friendship like this.
We agree on almost nothing at all..and we argue about our beliefs and have discussions that last until dawn.
We have little in common, coming from two completely different backgrounds and worlds.
He is terrific.
But we broke.
You know when a relationship just isn't the way it used to be? that is what happened.
We started talking about nothing, awkward silences ruled our time together, and we started legitimately fighting and getting angry with each other.
He started to ignore my feelings and concerns and i did the same to him.
We just broke.
And i can't fix what's broken because what is broken is that he is in love with me.

Dont get me wrong guys and girls can clearly be friends...all my closest friends are men...(or boys...their maturity level changes hourly)
But when a guy falls in love with you, and you dont return the sentiment...in most cases i have found...it is so over.

He doesn't want to stick around and hear you bemoan your love life or lack thereof....all he wants is to be your love life.
He doesn't want to hear you say anything in fact unless its that you want to be with him

I couldn't give my friend that...so i gave him goodbye.

And now i'm heartbroken and missing him, but knowing that i'm doing the right thing cheers me a little bit.

He's mad as hell at me, and i understand.
I hope he moves on...finds a great girl and marries her asap.
so that i can find him and become his friend again
coz this sucks
so bad

but what can i do...you can't make someone love you or stop loving you
time heals all wounds...even if it leaves a scar

xox
J